Pressure

Goddamn it! I hate my fucking sister. All she can do is moan at me for not studying, it's driving me crazy. The fact of the matter is that I have been studying more of late than I was previously but she doesn't believe me. I wish she would just concentraite on her own work, she's stupider than me anyway. She needs to study more. Telling her this for some reason makes the situation worse.

Me last exam is on Tuesday then it will be 4 months of absolutely nothing. I WILL go mad. I'll be bored within 3 days. I have no money eigther which doesn't help. I could get a job-it would solve my problems but I'm too lazy. All my friends have jobs, they call me lazy and I laugh at them while they crack under the pressure of studying and working. Some of course are taking driving lessons as well. I'll learn to drive over the summer. So that's 2 things I've got planned:going on holiday and getting driving lessons. Not a lot for 4 months. I'll end up fat by the end of it, I have no ambition to keep active over the summer. It'll be interesting to see what I look like ballooned out. Jolly? I'm always being told that I look unhappy so maybe I could do with putting on some weight. Fat people are always happy it seems...well until they have a heart attack and die of course.


In other news I now have 2 members on my message boards. Please take a look. Like I said before I am somehow not able to create a link to it so copy and paste it into your address bar. Thanks
http://itsinmyeye.proboards44.com/