Pressure

Goddamn it! I hate my fucking sister. All she can do is moan at me for not studying, it's driving me crazy. The fact of the matter is that I have been studying more of late than I was previously but she doesn't believe me. I wish she would just concentraite on her own work, she's stupider than me anyway. She needs to study more. Telling her this for some reason makes the situation worse.

Me last exam is on Tuesday then it will be 4 months of absolutely nothing. I WILL go mad. I'll be bored within 3 days. I have no money eigther which doesn't help. I could get a job-it would solve my problems but I'm too lazy. All my friends have jobs, they call me lazy and I laugh at them while they crack under the pressure of studying and working. Some of course are taking driving lessons as well. I'll learn to drive over the summer. So that's 2 things I've got planned:going on holiday and getting driving lessons. Not a lot for 4 months. I'll end up fat by the end of it, I have no ambition to keep active over the summer. It'll be interesting to see what I look like ballooned out. Jolly? I'm always being told that I look unhappy so maybe I could do with putting on some weight. Fat people are always happy it seems...well until they have a heart attack and die of course.


In other news I now have 2 members on my message boards. Please take a look. Like I said before I am somehow not able to create a link to it so copy and paste it into your address bar. Thanks
http://itsinmyeye.proboards44.com/

Message boards

For some bizarre reason I am now the owner of a message board. It was a spur of the moment type thing but I'm happy enough with it. Well except for the fact I have been the only person on it and the fact the I have been trying constantly to create a link to it but for some reason the links just aren't working. This is highly annoying as I think it has the ability to become a nice little site. It just isn't going to get any promotion. If anybody could help me out about this then I'd greatly appreciate it.

I shoud be able to figure the problem out myself I mean I did an exam on this kind of thing today.

So if you would like to visit copy and paste the following URL into your address bar.

http://itsinmyeye.proboards44.com/

I will greatly appreciate anyone coming for a snoop around and appreciate it even more if you tell people about it. Thanks.

So last night I was sitting watching TV in a bid to feel tired when suddenly the power cut first thing I think is "oh shit, oh my god, I have went both deaf and blind at the same time" then the power came back on half a second later. The same thought always runs through my mind every time the power cuts even if it is only for a second.

I didn't manage a lot of shut-eye time anyway as I ended up awake at 3am with my eyes stinging. I put my eyedrops in but they just made them feel dry and burny. They did eventually take effect but just as started nodding off I heard the first of the "dawn chorus" starting. I could rant for ages and virtually write an essay about how much I hate this sound but I'll resist. I cannot believe some people "enjoy" the noise of birds twittering. Its worse than hearing an alarm going off cause at least you know to stop the alarm you don't have to kill something. People say cats are selfish creatures but I've never heard a cat making a constant screeching noise first thing in the morning for 2 hours.

I've got my third exam tomorrow. I thought I understood the stuff, while looking over it I came to the conclusion that I don't. I wonder if I'll get a blank certificate through my letterbox on the results day. It would be interesting in a I've made a mess of my life sort of way.

Better go and make sure that doesn't happen hope it happens to my sister, she puts in a lot of effort it would be funny to see her do worse than me. Being evil's fun.

Want a laugh?

Cheack this out http:///www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/endofworld.html

Joke of the week

Question: What can a whole circle do that a half one can't?

Answer: Look round!

I did find this to be a funny joke when I first heard it, Do you?

Yobs

I'm pretty pissed off at the momment. It probably doesn't feel like much of a big deal to anyone else but its really bothering me.

So I was sitting watching tv on friday night just after I'd finished my dinner when I suddenly heard a noise that sounded like a load of plates smashing followed by a sound that I assumed was a potato rolling down the stairs. First of all I just thought my mum had dropped something but when I walked out into the hall I looked up and saw the "lucky" crystyl that hangs on the window at the top of the stairs swaying from side to side and I relised that someone had managed to throw a stone right though the window. I then looked out the window in the living room and saw a gang of like 15 chavs/neds/yobs (whatever their called) standing across the street leering in the window at me. When I looked at them I (seriously) almost lost the plot. I started screaming and shouting through the window at them, course my mun quickly silenced me telling me that its really not a good idea to mess with these people. The only words I could mutter by this point were "oh my god". My mum and sister didn't react the way I did they weren't exactly thrilled by it but they didn't get anywhere near as angry as I did. The main thing that shocked me was the fact that it was a small stone that they through AND it was an upstairs window so they must have thrown it with a massive force which is strange considering that these people are like 4 feet tall.

I don't care if I sound like a snob saying this but the area I live used to be really nice until they built a load of council houses near by. I think the connections are obvious.

Anyway the motto of the story is-if you ever see someone in a shell suit with cheap gold jellwery on then run for the good of your health. Thanks for your attention.

This post has no name

Did my higher maths exam today. Think I probably got a C which is crap. I hate C's, they haunt me. So yeah, when I came out of the exam I was confronted by teachers asking me how it went. Of course I knew I had mucked it up by this point but I lied and told them all that I found it too easy. Dosen't matter. When the teachers get the results I wouln't have to face the repercussions as I will never see them again. So now I need to make sure I return my books before the summer holiday so I don't end up in that akward situation.

It didn't help that I had a really crap sleep. I always have crap sleeps but this was more annoying because it wasn't any of the usual things keeping me awake-no dogs barking, no drunks shouting, no parents whispering to each other loudly. I couldn't sleep because... I had a bad taste in my mouth. This was no ordinary bad taste. This was making me want to puke. It wasn't just a taste, it was a smell too. I think its catarrh. It's still there, could be a sinus infection. I'm on antibiotics (for acne) so probably not.

I've got till thursday to slob about. Woo hoo, sound like fun. Anyway- I'll let you get on with you're life now.

Yuky exams

I did my first exam today. Advanced higher biology-the hardest of the lot. I think I might have scraped a D. It wasn't as hard as I thought but I really don't know anything that I have been "taught" all year so I just have absolutely no chance. Matters were made worse by the fact that one of the exam monitor type people was sitting directly facing me for two hours. She was watching what I was wrighting. Probably laughing at it despite the lack of a sense of humour. So anyway my next exam is friday(maths-higher). It should be easy cause I did it last year but no doubt I'll walk out near to tears anyway. Well I can't imagine that. It makes me laugh that some people do actually cry after doing a hard exam. I know it's their future and everthing but I still find it amusing anyway.

I've got the rest of tonight and tommorow to study for maths. If anyone knows anything about logs and the (pure evil) circle then please, let me know. Thank you.

Joke of the week

Question: Why is Tony Blair a piece of plastic?

Answer: Because he's a ruler!

This joke should win an award. Don't you think?

Spiders

I hate these little scoundrels. They are everywhere. No matter where I am there is one peeping at me. It's strange, I never used to be bothered by them. They were just an other insect to me but now I have serious trouble with them.

Last night I was walking into the bathroom and as I approched the toilet I noticed a small brown (slightly furry) creture looking back at me. I almost let out a scream but couldn't as my grumpy old father was sleeping. I went and asked my sister if she could catch it for me as she is more used to them (she finds a few per day in her room). She shot me a dirty look and told me to do it myself. It took about 10 minutes but I caught it nicely in a jam jar and gave it to my mum. I think she just though it was an empty jar and put it back in the cupboard as I heard a cupboard slamming noise when walking back upstairs.

Its funny really, I have moths hanging about my room constantly and I barely even notice them. The moths seem to like me-they don't really fly anywhere near me. They know to keep their distance. Spiders however tend to try to climb onto me. They should have a convesation with the moths and then they will find out that I'm not very touchey-feely when it comes to bugs.

Silly

http://www.funny-spot.com/html/French-Kissing-Fish.html Check this out. Its not really that interesting but its pretty funny.

The end

I have finnaly spent my last proper day in school and to be honest it was nowhere near as appocaliptic as I had anticipated. I seemed to be the only person in the entire year who relised that it was the last day. I tried to get some of my friends sad about it but they just ignored me like usual. Maybe they will feel upset afer their final exam.

Yesterday I went into school to get more notes on the things I don't understand (everthing). Of course study leave had already started but I for some reason was still suprised that few people turned up. Still, it was good to get more attention from the teacher's, even if I did feel a little silly.

I went in to school again a couple of hours ago to clear up some things with biology but the teacher would have been as well telling me to "fuck off" for all the help I got.

She decided that it would be better to help standard grade (4th year) people rather that advanced higher (6th year-me).

I've got my first exam on wednesday which is biology so I still have time.

Ugh, dammit. I just relised I have to eat dinner cooked by my mum. Yuk. She is such a bad cook, I can smell it from here and I know it's gonna be gross. I need to work on a plan to get my dad fired from his job so he can make the dinner. I guess at this time, however, it would be more apt to study.

I wish you, my one lonesome reader, a very nice day. Thanks for reading.

Migraine

Why do I have to be cursed with this disease. I had a lot of stuff to do yesterday and I had to not do it and get into a load of bother today because I had a stupid, dam headache. I think it was the worst migraine I've ever had. The pain god so bad that I went all weird and delirious. I kept on knocking things off my bedside table and felt like I was floating. Of course I got the usual sign of being delirious which is that whenever someone talks to me their voice sounds all panicky. I have told people I get this quite a bit. They move away from me, quickly. Am I the only one? If you hear people's voices as panicky when you are ill then please tell me. I need to know.

I should really never tell my parents when I have a headache because they always jump to the conclsion the I have meningitis. It is highly annoying.

Anyway I'm still feeling pretty crap from yesterday so I suppose I'd better go get some work done before I collapse. Goodbye.

Obnoxious

People have for some reason today been really getting under my skin. First of all I was late for registration (shock horror), no big deal. First period went pretty normal. Half way through the lesson a group of exchange students from belgium walked into the class and stood there watching us watching them for a few minutes then left. (I think the were supposed to be getting an idea of what the teaching in a higher class should look like but the second they entered the teacher stopped talking for some reason so we had no option than to staire.)

Second period I was shocked to learn that I had a second prelim in chemistry to do. since I knew nothing about it I couldn't prepair and of course will have failed it.

Everything seemed to be going smoothly untill lunchtime when some kids were trying to shine a laser pointer in my eyes. I, of course, was fucking petrified by this as they can damage the retina. My freinds though I was being stupid.

After lunch I went into the library where the librarian started yaking to me about how her magnificant son got 5 A's in his highers last year. O.k mises don't you relise that I totally resent people like that who do well at everything on this dam planet. It didn't even occur to her that I might not appreciate hearing about this as I, last year, just scrapped a B and two C's. Then when I took my mp3 player out she told me to put my phone away. When I told her it's a mp3 plyaer she went on about how it looks too big to be one and that her perfect son has one that is much smaller. Yeah and his won't be able to store 13,000 songs like mine.

God I have talked way too much. There are other things I would like to rant about but this is enough typing for one day.

Funny

Obviously if you are here then you are bored so here is something that I think is pretty cool and funny. http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/46/ Tell me what you think. It won't appeal to everyones sence of humour but it really appeals to mine.

Joke of the week

Question: Why was 6 scared of 7?

Answer: Cause 7 8 9.

I lovd this joke when I was 9 and its still funny. Please tell me you get it. If you don't then you really need to start developing a brain.

5 days left

Time really does fly, even when your having the most awfull time of you life. Still I've been at school for 13 years and now it's time(almost) to go. I don't know how to feel about it. Every day I go to the place I feel more and more comtempt for it mostly the way the place is run but more and more I feel a vile hatred towards the students. Well the majority of them are fine, hell some are even nice, but there are a lot of losers who I will be so glad to see the back of.

Anyway, whether hated or adored this place has been a major part of my life for almost 6 years and it will be strage to not be attending anymore. (Mind you a few of the saddos for last years sixth year still help out around the school but I ain't gonna be doing that!).

Hm, guess I'd better go and do some homework for the place I despise so much.

Thanks for reading.

Busy

So I haven't posted for a whole 3 days (bet you both missed me) simply because I have had a fucking lot of stuff to do. It's that time of year again when I start paniking because I relise that the exams are like 2 weeks away. I would tell you what I have been doing for the past few days that has disabled me from updating but I can't really remember. What ever it was it would have been incredably boring anyway.

Yesterday I promised myself that I would study for both my biology and chemistry unit assesments. Unfortunatly (yeah right!) my dad had also promised to get me a new minidisc player AND a new mp3 player, so instead of studying I played with them till mid-night.

I guess the fact that I didn't study made no difference because I passed the assesments anyway.

Shopping

I just got back from glasgow where I was shopping for a CD that I couldn't find anywhere. I ended up buying a load of CD's that I don't really want. I could't even find the one I went up there to get. Turns out that it hasn't ben released yet (I got the date mixed up). I have no money left now. To top things off my minidisc player (which cost £250) is broken. I'll make my parents buy me a new one for my birthday. So much for the video phone I wanted.

The most exciting event of the day wasn't when my sister got covered in a mysterious goo, nor was it seeing my mother spill cola all over the floor in John Lewis. The most exciting events of the day was... traveling on the new motorway. Bit of an anti-climax wasn't it.

The motorway was actually very dull (like they all are) I mean its not as if they have got a safari all the way along it (now that would be cool).

Anyway its back to school tommorow after this incredably stupid one day holiday. I guess I'd better go and do that massive pile of chemistry homework that mocks me everytime I walk into my room.