Lack of Updates

I am fully aware that I haven't posted in a few days. It's all the fault of university. I'm so exhausted from it. I am in pain right now as my shoulders have become bruised from carrying around a massive weight in my bag all day.

Still, at least my life seems to have a point now although it's not exactly doing anything for my happiness as I've been fighting back tears all god dam day. (Mostly though feeling lonely)

It didn't help that the fucking ATM machine swallowed up my card. Dam, that added a lot of stress.

Too busy

Oh god. I have way too much to do. I have a thousand things that need to be done before I start uni. I just don't have the time.

It's funny, before I couldn't update this for lack of action in my life now I'm struggling just as much as my life is so busy.

I need to get up at 6.30am tomorrow to go and attempt to enrol in psychology.

Honestly, this is stress at it's most intense.

Matriculation.

I went into uni today to get my matriculation card. Oh god. That dam photo will haunt me forever. I look terrified in it. I also have my headphones clearly visible round my neck which doesn't help .

I need to get up early for the next 3 days to go to uni. I haven't started yet. It's just to get lots of thing (not quite sure what the "things" are) sorted out.

All these early mornings mean that I'm not going to be able to spend as much time on my beloved computer. It's so sad. I was getting withdrawal symptoms earlier.

...That's my day. Rounded up. Oh what an exciting life I lead.

No money

Dam. I've been buying things (on-line) too much recently. If I have calculated correctly then I possibly will have an overdraft. I never had one before and it's scary. My parents will kill me. I couldn't help myself. The bag was asking to be bought. I'll probably get it and hate. That will happen with all my on-line purchases. Oh well, it's not a massive deal or anything. I've still got my £2000 student loan to get. That should sort out my money woes for a bit.

My ears

So I went to the doctor today as my ears have been bothering me (dizziness, pain, y'know all the usual ear related bothers).

I was diagnosed with an inner-ear viral infection. A relief. I was worried that it might be a bacteria infection and that it might cause me to go deaf. Well, it wasn't THAT much of a relief, I would rather of had nothing of course.

I went to freshers week on Tuesday. God, it was boring. It was just a load of people trying to recruit me into their cult. Pointless. I don't see why they make such a bag deal out of it. It holds no importance what so ever.

That's all I have to say, goodbye.

The Offspring

So I didn't mention it but I managed to get tickets to see the offspring. They were amazing. They played every song I wanted them to do. The stage lighting kept shining in my eyes which was an annoyance, a real annoyance. I got some big floaters from that experience. There were also a load of yucky straight people in front of me virtually having sex. It was gross, really gross. The support acts were shit. Totally tuneless. It was a good night anyway.

The problems stared on the way home when my family all burst into argument. My sister was angry with my mum from shouting something at us as we were walking towards the SECC. It wasn't a very pleasant experience. I was stuck right in the middle.

So there you go. That's the event rounded up.

Reel Big Fish

So I just got back from seeing reel big fish in Glasgow. My hearing hasn't come back yet. The constant ringing is getting rather tiring now.

I had a good night. The support acts took up way too much time though. Unfortunately, I'm not a massive reel big fish fan so I didn't actually know all that many of the songs they did.

My throat hurts with trying to talk over the noise. I shouldn't have even tried, it was stupid. My knees are also aching from standing for 4 hours straight.

I meant to buy a tee-shirt but I didn't. I'm pissed off about that now.

So there you go. The event has been summed up.

PS-I will be posting regularly again now.

Bad Bad Bad

I've been behaving as the title says. I haven't been posting enough. I'm sorry, I can't be bothered as I have nothing to talk about. Bare with me, it will get more interesting soon I promise.

That's all I've got to say for the moment so until something exciting happens: so long.

Survey

Purely out of boredom.

= The Grand Beginning =
Current, exact location: Computer room
Temperature: No idea. Maybe about 22C
People around are: No one. I am alone.
Music playing: Snow patrol-somewhere a clock is ticking
Weather is like:It's dark so I don't no. It seems weather less at the moment.
Day: No, it's night
Date: September 1st 2005
Time: 2.09am
Mood: Slightly melancholy
= You =
Your name is: Cat
Race: White
How old are you? 18
When were you born? June 5th 1987
Your star sign is: Gemini
Can you be stereotyped? Well yes, everyone gets stereotypes. I just don't follow them.
Describe your dress style: Bland mosher
Favourite item of clothing: Red offspring t-shirt
Most worn item of clothing: Red-offspring t-shirt
Currently wearing: Yellow t-shirt with a picture of one of those beetle van things and a palm tree and I pair of black trousers.
Make up wearing: None
Jewelry wearing: Does a wrist band count?
Favorite item of jewelry:Silver ring that I got at christmas
Any distinguishing features? Um...no, a few moles like the rest of the planet.
Height: 5'8''
Eye colour: Blue
Hair colour: Brown
Hair style: Messy
Hair length: Long
Scars: One on my right middle finger. Cut it on a tin of cat food
Any disabilities? Not that I know of
Glasses/contacts? Not yet
Can you drive? No but I should be able to. It's my mum's fault
If not, do you intend to? Yes
Pastimes: You love: Sitting on the computer and listening to music (rather like now)
You hate: Well, it wouldn't be a pastime if I hated it would it?
Friends: Oh don't get no started on them
Boyfriend/girlfriend: No, OK? Are you happy now?
Your words/phrases: Not sure. I have particular words that I say all the time but I can't think of them at the moment
Describe your house and its surroundings: Every room is different.
Village/town/city:Town
House number: 29

= Family =
Parents: Yes, we all have parents you know.
Stepparents: No
Sibling/s: Yes, a sister
Step-siblings: No
Pets: Yes, a cat
You live with: Parents and sister
Grandparents: See parents
First cousins:Yes. 4 in Scotland and 4 in Canada.
First aunts/uncles: Yes, 2 aunts in Scotland and an aunt and uncle in Canada

= Music =
Bands: OK, here we go:Bad religion, pennywise, millencolin, the offspring, muse, avenged sevenfold, atreyu, mest, nerd, silverstein, trivium, linkin park, evanescence, spooks, stereophonics, sugarcult, yellowcard, alien ant farm, audio bullys, brand new, catch 22, damian rice, daniel beddingfeild, foo fighters, gob, green day, hoobastank, link 80, lostprophets, maroon 5, mustard plug, new found glory, nofx, puddle of mud, rancid, reel big fish, speedway, sum 41, taking back sunday, the all american rejects, the coral, the killers, the rasmus, the thrills, the verve, travis.
Artists: I'm not a fan of soloists
Others you listen to but don't consider favorites:Too many, can't think
Genres: Punk, metal, rock, alternative, indie, other genres that I'm too lazy to list
Music videos: Oh please. Who the fuck cares?
Songs:I cannot list. It's way too much.
Albums:Again, I can't list

= Movies =
Movies: Airplane, speed, finding nemo, toy story, the exorcist, batteries not included. Others which I can't remember.
Genres: Comedy and horror
Actresses: None
Actors: None
Last movie watched: Well, I'm in the middle of watching tommyknockers

= Literature and creativity =
You are creative in what ways: Music
Last proper novel read: Um...Cal my Bernard Maclaverty (or something like that)
Favorite novels: The harry potters of course!
Favorite authors: Don't have any.
Favorite childhood novels:See favorite novels
Poets: Can't think
Poems: Some old Scottish thing about a baby falling down a plug hole. Can't remember the name
Artists:Picasso, only because I did a picasso like painting and by accident it looked like me.
Paintings: The scream. It rocks cause it was stolen

= Love =
Marital status: Single
Boyfriend/girlfriend: You already asked me this and I said no!
In love with: I think I've gotten over that now
How much and why:What? Stupid question. No one has a reason for falling in love. I didn't think "oh, you're straight. I think I'll fall in love with you"
Are you romantic? Nah, I'm too unenthusiastic
Romantic songs: Meat loaf-I'd lie for you and that's the truth
= Other/Misc =
Can you draw? Yes
Shampoo/conditioner:Shampoo
Hair products: No
Hair dye: no
Single/double bed: Single
Email:I'm not telling you
S/N AIM: Don't have AIM
Internet servers:Virgin.net
Color curtains: Bo curtains in here
Color carpet: Blue
Pillows: White and soft
Favorite way of insulting: Subtle joke that no one gets
Pubs: Nope
Restaurants:None
Way of displaying affection: umm...trying to say lots of deep stuff.

= Last time =
Showered: Forever ago. I don't shower, I bath
Bathed: Again, forever ago. hahahahahahahahahaha
Cleaned teeth: 'bout 12 hours ago
Brushed hair: hahahaah, a couple of days ago
Listened to music: Right now
Watched a movie: Last night
Wrote a letter: Over a year ago
Received a letter: Yesterday morning
Wrote an email: Yesterday morning
Received an email: Yesterday afternoon
Spoke to someone: About an hour ago
Sang: Years ago
Walked in the rain:About 2 weeks ago
Felt unwell: About a month ago
Danced: Years ago
Got drunk: Never
Ate food, and what:2 minutes ago, ready salted crisps
Went to a concert: ...last year at guy fawkes night firework display there were 2 terrible pop acts performing. I guess that counts.
Watched TV: Yesterday evening
Argued: Not in real live for a few days but on-line a few hour ago
Talked to someone online: About 3 hours ago
Said "I love you": ...never

= Ending =
Time finished: 1.50am
Last words:If you're happy and your not hurting anyone then there is nothing wrong with what you're doing. (One of my philosophies.)

ps-just incase you were wondering, I did this over two days (today and thursday).

Spider

So I was just sitting here, munching a load of organic fudge, throwing a wobbly over a web layout when my sister bangs on the door screaming about a spider in the bath. So I walk though to the bath room and oh my god it was massive. I was extremely close to throwing up my fudge right there on that spot. I eventually forced her into catching it and all is well now but it's not nice to think things like that are roaming about your house. If I could upload photos I'd post it here. You would quite possibly be traumatized for life.