Web site

Ugh, who knew that building a web site could be so fiddly. It's not difficult as such. I just keep on typing in URL's wrong or something else along those lines. Well, I'm getting there, that's all that matters.

Of course you will have no idea what I'm talking about. So let me tell you a story;

Once upon a time there was a website. That website was called "ikissgirls.org" (used to be a link to it in my sidebar). Just over a month ago the site went offline and now there is virtually no chance of it coming back. This, of course, bothered me so a few days ago I resolved to create my own version of it in a bid to take over from the big hole in my internet time.

Course it's not only taken over but totally engulfed my internet time. Anyway, I'm getting there. That's all that matters.

Hmm, reading over this post I have concluded that this is my most boring post so far. Congratulate me please on such a difficult achievement.

I am a nerd

I almost never posted again. I remembered all day but I just couldn't think of anything to post about and I was kinda busy.

I've got too many internet things going on at the moment. I moderate 4 message boards, own 6 and have 5 web sites. (5 of the boards are attached to the sites.)

I've started up 2 sites in the past day. One is for gay teens and one is a replacement for ikissgirls.org (link on my side bar) which has permanently went off-line. RIP. (I'll need to remove the link I suppose.)

So both of these projects have kept me well and truly occupied for the past 10 hours.

I've taken on too much on-line stuff, I might need to give some away when I start uni.

msn

God, I'm annoyed and hurt. Why? That's all I can ask.

This isn't a major life problem thing before you ask. It's just an on-line thing.

I have had 2 conversations on msn today. Both with girls. Both ended up pissed of as I don't have any photos or a web cam and both ended up thinking I was a guy. This was very hurtful. I am not fake in the least. I have no hidden agenda. All I want is a bit of friednly chit-chat. This is what I get in return. Stupid bitches.

It's near impossible to meet non-judgemental people on-line it seems. Honestly, since I got msn messenger a few weeks ago I have spoken to 4 nice people and 12 pervy/judgemental people.

Are there any good people out there in cyber land?

Hello

I've got mosquito bites all over me. Well, that's a slight exaggeration. I have 2. Still, they are obnoxious.

There was a massive big storm last night. My sister came running though to me at 2am screaming that her window had smashed. Turns out it was just condensation and not rain like what little miss Einstein had thought.

I of course got all my torches out and lined them up on my bed-side table. Just incase there was a power cut.

So I went to the stupid thing at uni yesterday. Got a book list. Exciting? Also, I have a new developed fear of the tube. Not because of the bomb thing but because it is dark and noisy.

So, that's that. I'll yak again on Friday.

Fussing

My parents are really getting on my nerves now. Not because they won't leave me alone but because they won't stop fussing over me. My mum is especially annoying. She seems to think that the meeting I have to attend at uni is really important. It's not. She is going on about me looking "efficient". God she's a real pain.

The other annoying thing is that my dad wants to come up to uni with me tomorrow as he's paranoid I'll get lost. God, it's so embarrassing.

So I'm just going to go and um, stuff my face with chocolate. Goodbye.

?????

I went shopping today. It wasn't interesting in case you wondering. I got 2 pairs of trousers which my mum paid for as she wants me to look good for a interview thing I have at uni on Tuesday. She is paranoid. It doesn't matter what I look like. They're hardly going to strip me of my place cause I look scruffy. Honestly, she is more excitable about the whole thing than me.

The Horror!

I went back to my ex-school today. I was returning a load of books and was planning on purchasing the yearbook.(I'm in it 4 times this year!)I went to the reception with the books and the receptionist started bitching at me, telling me to take the books back myself. She started telling my I should sign my "leavers card". I mean, what the fuck? Why? Bitch. She should have been glad I was bringing the books back.

I didn't get the yearbook either as it has not been published yet. Grrrr!

So my trip back to the land of evil was 100% fruitless.

Spotty me!

Dang, I didn't post yesterday. I remembered but I couldn't think of anything to say so I told myself to post later then I forgot.

So not much has been going on in my life, like usual. I went to the hospital today to see the dermatologist about my acne. I still have to stay on the pills that cause my stomach to burn. Oh well, better than causing brain hemorrhages I suppose. I'm getting so sick of taking this medication. It's been almost 2 years now and I still cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'll be the only person in uni with acne. It's not that bad, a few big spots and a load of scars. Could be worse.

Funny thing is that the doctor always asks if I only have it on my face and I say yes even though it's on my back and chest. I just can be bothered with them examining me. I put the cream on there anyway so it doesn't matter.

Good day and good night to all of you!

Suggestions

OK, I'm trying to think of improvements for my web site. Looking at it, it is blatantly obvious that it needs them but I'm rubbish and can't think of any. So if you have an improvement suggestion then comment on this post.(The link is at the bottom of the post.)

Loan

I sent a away my student loan application yesterday. Didn't think I'd get that far as I had massively fucked it up. I won't get a lot. The parents are too rich. I'll be lucky to get £500. I'll spend it all on a new phone and will have to go the whole year with no books. That's the kind of thing I do.

I'll feel rich no mater how much money I get. It will be a lot more than the miniscule amount I get at the moment. I'll ask the parents for a raise. I'm sure they'll cave in to my immense pressure eventually.

Good night all!

Family

I can't get away from them. Everywhere I go they follow me. I just want a little time to myself. Is that so much to ask? I'm alone right now. Thank god. I just wish they would stop trying to keep me company. They think I don't like being alone.

In other news: I spent hours upon hours filling out an exceedingly complicated student loan form only to discover I had made a mistake at a point where it was impossible to back-track.

I need a lie down.

Exam Results

Here they are;

Mathematics B
Chemistry C
Information Systems C

It's not brilliant but it's what I needed so I'm content. University, here I come!

Fear

I meant to post yesterday but forgot. My plan of posting every two days at least has been destroyed. I'm sure you were all deeply upset by this.

So in less than 10 hours I will have my exam results. I am so fucking petrified. I can't eat as I'm too nervous. The more I think about it the more I know I've failed. I've been dreaming a lot about it of course. All bad dreams. I'll post my results tomorrow even if they are all rotten.

Wish me luck people because I sure as hell need it.

Joke of the Week

"A young blind boy is being tucked into bed by his mother. The mom says "Now , pray really hard tonight and tomorrow, your wish will come true!". Billy says, "Ok mommy." and goes to sleep. The next morning, Billy wakes up and screams "MOMMY! I'm still blind, my wish didn't come true!", the mom answered, "I know - April Fools!"

The best joke I've seen in a long time.

Oh God

I almost forgot to post. That would has been a disaster. It is now just after 1am so if I start talking utter crap you'll know why. Not like I've got anything to talk about. I could talk about my last 2 dinners or something. That would be boring. Like anybody reads this anyway. I know about all you people who stay for 3 seconds. I have a site meter. I'm a little scared actually. I think my sister read this few days ago. It was from the same ISP and at the time she was on the computer. She's been acting a little funny around me lately. If anyone had read this within the past week who has their internet access though virgin.net then please get in touch. Thank you.

No Sleep

God it is so annoying. I didn't get to sleep till about 5 this morning. Not too much of a big deal considering it was my own fault (staying on the computer till 3). I was obnoxiously woken up just before 7.30am by the sound of running water. It didn't bother me at first I just though someone was having a bath but it went on for like half an hour. I could not sleep thought it (my room it directly below the boiler). So after that I managed about 10 minutes of shut-eye before I was woken again by my sister waking past my door shouting something. I heard people waking about outside my door for the next while. Finally I heard a door slam and figured that the noise was over. I was wrong however as a few minutes later I heard my dad moving about. He left his work studio door open, switched the radio on and started painting. I was so fucking angry by this point.

I hate my family. They're a bunch of selfish morons. I need out. Someone help me. They are going to destroy the few remaining threads of my sanity.